September 11th

Nineteen years ago, still brings tears to my eyes, a pain in my heart. Over the years as each September 11th arrives I struggle with the pain. As a visual artist the sight of the buildings as they were engulfed in smoke, the architectural structures gnarled kept coming back to my mind. I did sketches, even did a few sculptural studies. I could not find the words in my art. I finally started a pastel piece, trying to make the abstract shapes work. I would put it away and pull it our each September to work on in hopes that maybe I was ready to finish this piece.
Rick and I had been up to N.Y. when a barrier filled with notes, pictures, flowers and stuffed animals surrounded the area. We went up again when it was a large hole in the ground and once again when it was a memorial. That is when I discovered the "Survivor Tree", it is a Callery Pear Tree. I had added a tree to my pastel and was incorporating the shape of the Pentagon. I am now in the process of making my tree a pear tree, it is not that hard a transition. The base I had drawn was pretty close to the pictures I took at the memorial. The leaves are different so gently changing the edges.
With all the pain that has been going on this year, my intent is to finish many partly completed works. This one is special, I do believe this will be the year it is completed. Once it is done, I will donate it to the memorial art program in NY. The "Survivor Tree" was found by the fallen buildings, Parks and Recreation helped in keeping it alive while the area was being cleared. In 2010 the tree was put back into the ground at the 9-11 site. It continues to grow and shows us how to survive. If you would like to read more about the tree here is the website link: https://www.911memorial.org/visit/memorial/survivor-tree
Be safe, be kind and we will survive.
Thank you, linda



